The first day with the collar was a mix of curiosity, adjustment, and unfamiliar sensations. At first, I felt a bit uneasy—not physically, but mentally, as I got used to the idea of wearing it permanently. It was an unfamiliar presence around my neck, almost like a constant reminder that something new had become part of my daily life.
Warmth, Friction, Rhythm
Physically, the collar made itself known faster than I expected. It was surprisingly warm on the skin, which felt pleasant at first but eventually triggered a slight itch—probably from the unfamiliar friction rather than the material itself. What stood out most was the ring’s clinking as I walked. With every step, it moved in rhythm, almost like a personal soundtrack following me. During a short stroll in the drizzle, this sensation intensified, making me hyper-aware of its presence once more.
The First Night: Adjustment and Sleep Issues
By evening, my perception had shifted. I still felt it, but it wasn’t intrusive anymore. Instead, it became part of me—something that just existed without demanding constant attention. But the night brought fresh challenges. Sleeping required repositioning my pillows to avoid the collar pulling uncomfortably downward. I woke up several times, each startled by the ring’s clink disrupting my rest—an odd but intriguing side effect.
The Next Morning: Feeling the Weight
Morning hit with a sharper awareness: the collar’s weight pressed heavier, the pressure on my neck more intense, and every movement amplified its presence. What had faded into the background the night before now demanded notice. Slight tensions emerged, as if my body had spent the night adapting to this new load.
As I layer on the latex and step into ballet heels for the day ahead, I’m reminded—this isn’t just an experiment. It’s reshaping how I move through the world, one unfamiliar sensation at a time.
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